illusions of life..

hello!

2007-03-08T19:25:00.000+08:00

hey! long time no blog! well, i forgot what happened this past few days except yesterday. yesterday was frog dissecting day. to tell you, when i first saw the frogs the day before the dissection, i was really scared because of their looks. and hello, never dreamt of touching it. but yesterday, all my fears went gone. i dunno why. i got the frogs from the bag then poof! the frog was dissected hahah ;)) actually, he's not even scary slash disgusting. he is totally cute and awesome! i named our frog, Frogie hahah ;)) Frogie was so pitiful especially when kuya Bai nailed him to the piece of wood but i love the cutting part! i can see his organs and whatsoever. so cute! other girls were like "aaah! don't give it to me! so scary! aaah!" hahah ;)) yeah. can't help it. girls will always be girls. and take note, not only girls are afraid of frogs. other guys from our room also ran slash shouted because they can't even take holding it. anyway, it was a lot of fun! taking pictures here and there hahah ;)) then stayed at school until 5:30. at first, serious talk with Mae and Kat Elias about our so-called "president" then later on, laughtrips with G-an, Sharra, Denden, Mae, Kat, Errol and Kevz. Joed got mad at us. with that "hotdog/weh" issue hahah ;)) anyway, awhile ago, nothing. just a plain afternoon at Dindin's house hahah ;)) waah! long test in Math and Bio tomorrow! cramming again! hahah ;))

play day..

2007-02-28T18:14:00.000+08:00

happy birthday
Joramae Balbin

yesterday, we went to Nathalie's house after school. practice again for our play in FAL. saya sa rooftop nila! lamig! then i forgot the tape so Natz and i went to our house. we saw Errol and Felipe on our way. then nagkwento si Errol kasi nga... basta! hahah ;)) then yun. went back to Natz' house then practiced until 7:30. nung una, masaya pa kami. pero nung gabi, badtrip na. may nag-away kasi. basta yun yon! awhile ago, play na sa FAL! it's really messy! hindi kasi namin masyado napractice yun eh! ang daming kalat then hindi alam kung kailan lalabas. daming problems! my or should i say our favorite part is Adolfo and Florante's fight. then the comments were really nice. satisfying! hahah ;)) so until here. i'm still tired from the play hahah ;)) parang kanina pa yun ah!

practice..

2007-02-26T20:05:00.000+08:00

we had no teachers during BM and English so Karen asked for our (G-an and i) help. we have to hold the cloth during their practice. so yeah, it's really boring. and, it hurts so much having to raise your arm for a long time! no highlight at all during our school time. after school, my other FAL groupmates went to see group one's play. i don't wanna watch it. like what i've said, i've been watching their practices all the time. so Dindin and i went home, get some money then went straight to McDo. Din, mas masarap paglibre pero mas mapait pag-ikaw ang nanlilibre hahah ;)) then went back to school. naabutan pa namin yung kalahati ng play nila. kuya Cho's really gorgeous! hahah ;)) then laughtrip! especially when haring Edipo met reyna Yokasta hahah ;)) then practice at the gym. dance number with Sarah, Natz, Kichi, G-an and Blessie hahah ;)) wish! then soundtrip! we will have our last practice tomorrow.

Jeong Da-bin..

2007-02-25T18:00:00.000+08:00

hey guys! i remembered someone said to me that Jeong Da-bin, also known as Noreen Han in the tv series Attic Cat, had died. at first, i didn't believed it because maybe, she's just fooling around. i went to my favorite site which is my source of korean actresses' pictures. i went to wikipedia and typed "Attic Cat" then i saw the cast. i went back to the asian site and searched for Jeong Da-bin. her last picture was in a frame. yung picture pagpatay ka na. basta ganun. then i was shocked! hanap ulit ako sa wikipedia. Jeong Da-bin. i really pity her. she's cute pa naman. medyo hawig siya ni Cho Ji-woo, yung sa Stairway To Heaven. hay nako! para maintindihan niyo ako, tignan niyo na lang ito.

screen name: Jeong Da-bin

birth name: Jeong Hye-seon (정혜선)

born: March 04, 1980 ; Seoul, South Korea
died: February 10, 2007 ; Seoul, South Korea
years active: 2002-2004

death

Jeong Da-bin was found dead at a villa in Seoul’s affluent Gangnam district on Saturday. Jeong was found hanged with a towel in the bathroom at the home of a person only identified as Lee.

Lee, Jeong’s boyfriend and the first to call the police, testified that Jeong came to his house very drunk in the early hours of Saturday morning and that he found her dead when he woke up around 7:50 a.m. According to police, Jeong had been drinking with two friends at a bar in Cheongdam-dong and called Lee to come and pick her up since she was too drunk to go home. Lee joined Jeong for a drink and they arrived at his house in Samseong-dong at around 3:20 a.m.

Lee told police that Jeong had recently been depressed over her lack of work and the imprisonment of her previous manager. Police estimated Jeong died between 7:30 to 7:50 a.m., and though no note was found, police assume it was suicide since there were no immediate signs of foul play.

Jeong, whose real name was Jeong Hae-sun, posted a note on her personal blog around 5:04 a.m. on Friday expressing a complicated state of mind. “I am complicated, and I feel like I am going to die. I am angry without reason, and I might go mad…I feel like I have lost myself and my identity…The Lord came to me…I was about to collapse, and he quietly lifts me up.”

The exact cause of death will be revealed by the postmortem. A woman identified as Jang, who had been drinking with Jeong, said the actress was carefully choosing her next work and was eager to perform. “I can’t believe that she killed herself. Jeong invited us to her house the day before yesterday, and she showed great determination about her acting career,” police quoted Jang as saying. Jeong’s family opposed an autopsy at first but changed their minds after a gathering Sunday to discover whether it was really suicide.

Jeong’s new management agency claims there were some suggestions of foul play. It said a scar on Jeong’s wrist was not from a suicide attempt in October 2006, as Lee had suggested, but a scar she received in her first year in high school. It also said the actress showed strong determination to work when she talked about her future plans with close friends she contacted right before her death. The agency says the last posting on her website cannot be read as a suicide note.

A member of Jeong’s family said, “We can’t figure out why she wanted to commit suicide, and we decided to request the postmortem because we want to know for sure what happened.”

Blue Flower..

2007-02-25T13:16:00.000+08:00

went to Blessie's house last friday. practice for FAL. i'm lazy to type things so no choice, we have to skip the highlight. anyway, did you know, parang may group kami nila G-an and Natz. hindi tropa. parang girl group, yung tulad ng Baby V.O.X. tapos fans namin sila Pau and Kat Elias hahah ;)) i just thought of naming it "Blue Flower" because of the blue flowers na napagtripan namin. pero i'm not yet sure. well, sorry Bless for picking it up hahah ;)) anyway, yesterday, we went to Festi. i got a new look! got my hair cuttened. shoulder length. layered. then i bought a rectangle glass hahah ;)) new look! i wonder what will be the their reactions if they see me in monday? hahah ;)) then i bought my gift for Mae. sana magamit niya tsaka eager siya matuto para hindi sayang yung pera ko hahah ;)) alam na niya yun hahah ;)) yun yung nakasulat sa blog niya eh. anyway, ending of ISWAK awhile ago. they cutted the other romantic scenes. well, coming up next: Something About 1%. i'm interested in it. the girl is cute. she reminds me of Eugene, the actress in Wonderful Life. oh! kakapunta ko lang sa blog ni Sarah. according to her, we will not have our JS prom next year because Mrs. Doromal found out that the other 3rd years kissed their boyfriends that night. for other 2nd year students, they are sad. as for me, i don't really care. cause i'm not even planning to go to our JS prom. magpupuyat lang kami. makatulog pa ako dun eh hahah ;)) pero kung ako ang tatanungin, ayoko talaga kasabay mag-JS ang mga 3rd year ngayon. i dunno why. malay mo may makita kang ano. basta ano hahah ;))

shoutout to Natz and Sarah! Sarah, thanks for introducing the songs "Sakura Sake" and "A Ra Shi" to me! i love it! and also for teaching me the dance steps of "Wish"! arigatou gosaimasu! Natz, okay lang yan! kalimutan mo na yan. hayaan mo, sa monday hindi ko papaalala yung sinabi sa'yo. nakadalawa ka ha! eewh! hahah ;)) kinilabutan talaga tayo! hahah ;))

word of the day: STARSTRUCKABABLE..

2007-02-22T18:30:00.000+08:00

this morning, soundtrip with Kamz outside our room. nga pala, ang gwapo ni Mr. Yepez ngayon ah! new hairstyle! ayon nga kay Luigi, si sir daw ay "~~starstruckabable~~" hahah ;)) labo. then reporting namin ni Blessie sa FAL. ayoko ng topic na yun. all about kaplastikan. how will you know if someone is mad at you or just hiding his/her true identitiy, etc., etc. then tadtad kami ng achievement tests! super hard yung sa Math. then wala na naman si Mrs. Salva so free time! yey! tambay kami nila G-an, Kat Elias and Pau sa may aircon. i have my own world there. kumakanta ako mag-isa habang si Pau, nakikipag-usap kay Jesa tapos si G-an and Kat naman ay nagchichikahan. then after school, went again to Dindin's. as usual, we bugged Miley, watched AM play the PS2 and sleep hahah ;)) nakatulog ako sa kanila! ilang minutes lang yata yun. then si Miley nasa tabi namin tapos nakatulog din. then napagtripan ko yung cell ni Dindin. picture! hahah ;)) then yun. i am viewing Blessie's blog. she got addicted with Elouai. ako din noh! since Dindin told me about that site, lagi akong gumagawa ng dolls dun. there are three reasons kung bakit i consider it as one of my favorite sites. first of all, simply because it's Korean hahah ;)) second, i love dressing up dolls on the net and the Shin Chae-Gyeong look! and last but definitely not the least, because it's not boring, for me hahah ;)) so gotta go.

randomized..

2007-02-21T18:25:00.000+08:00

this day was just plain. just like the usual day. after crying so much yesterday, my eyes are dry again. naubusan na ko ng luha hahah ;)) hmm, ano ba? kulitan moments with Pau during AH. boxing! hahah ;)) then i invented a new move! the "zig-zag defensive move" hahah ;)) basta sakitan talaga kami ni Pau. then after school, went to Jep's house with Dindin. saw Allan along the way. he joined us. then paxerox nung sa Bio. tamad kasi kami kumopya eh. then we went home. actually, as usual, i went again to Dindin's house. kain kami ng cake kasi birthday ng mommy niya kahapon. belated! then searched the net and bugged Miley hahah ;)) oh ayan Din ha! nandito si Miley! magtatag din sana. alam ko namang binabasa mo ito kapag wala kang magawa eh. napagtripan namin yung My Heredity something. so kuha kami ng mga pics sa friendster. syempre una ako hahah ;)) kung sino-sino lumabas. may chinky! yey! hahah ;)) then si Gail. shame! puro matatandang lalaki yung lumabas. bakit ganun? ganda naman ng mommy ko ah. then Mae. sino ba yung isang lumabas sa kanya? si BoA yata yun eh. tapos si G-an naman, Song Hye Kyo yung isa niyang picture?! imagine?! joke lang G. idol ko yun! si Song Hye Kyo, yung sa Full House tsaka Endless Love 1. tapos yung isa niyang pang picture, yung goth, si Kim Tae Hee naman yung lumabas. yung sa Love Story In Harvard. tapos si ate Akemi. Cho Ji Woo naman tapos may Kim Tae Hee din. as in yung picture niyang yun, para silang kambal ni Cho Ji Woo, yung sa Stairway To Heaven. tapos si Princess dapat. eh nung kumuha ako ng picture niya, may singit sa likod. aba, biruin niyo, yun yung narecognuzed na face, hindi yung kay Princess. tawa talaga kami ni Dindin nun eh hahah ;)) tapos hindi ako kuntento sa results nung isa kong picture so kuha ulit ako ng bago. tapos dami chinky! yey! masaya na ko! basta maging singkit ako. ano pa ba? gusto ko pa magkwento kaya lang ang random talaga ng thoughts ko kaya wag na lang kasi malilito talaga kayo. anyway, achievement test is tomorrow. crap! do we have to study? i don't want to but it's recorded. labo. batsa kainis! ayoko mag-aral! kayo na lang hahah ;))

sorry Mae..

2007-02-20T17:05:00.000+08:00

right now, i'm crying in front of my computer. typing things. tagalog na muna kasi sobrang sincere ako sa mga sasabihin ko. okay. nagkaayos kami ni Mae kanina kasi nga jinoke ko siya about dun sa tropa-tropa. eh sineryoso naman niya. tapos alam kong akala niya siya yung nasa blog ko. nope. si "long-time bestfriend" yun na hindi taga-school namin, kaya sinakyan ko na lang si Mae. masama ang tingin ko lagi sa kanya. tapos nung okay na, pinabasa niya sakin yung blog niya so yun. basa naman ako. ouch ha! it hurts! hindi nga ako nagbibiro. sobrang tumulo yung laway este yung luha ko habang nagbabasa ako. eh nandun yung katulong namin so punas naman agad ako. then nung umalis yung katulong namin, eto ako ngayon, nag-iiiyak. ewan ko. actually, hindi ko na nga makita 'tong tinatype ko eh kasi sobrang teary-eyed na talaga ako. well for Mae, alam mo na naman sigurong hindi ikaw yun. naclear ko na sayo. sorry sa mga past arguments natin. sa mga nasabi ko sayo dati. sorry sa lahat. joke lang naman talaga yun eh. sorry kung masama ang tingin ko sayo kanina kasi nakiride lang talaga ako sayo. oo, plastik ako minsan. pero at this moment, totoo 'tong sinasabi ko. totoong umiiyak ako ngayon. totoo lahat 'to. well, kung hindi ka maniniwala, nasa sayo na yun. kaya lang sana pakibawi yung mga sinabi mo kanila Sarah kasi hindi naman totoo yun eh. alam niyo, ang bagal ko magtype ngayon. pahinto-hinto kasi nga umiiyak ako. kadramahan noh?! oo na. sige na. ayoko na nga pag-usapan yang mga ganyan bagay eh. gusto ko na tumigil 'tong pag-iyak ko kasi wala na talaga akong makita sa screen. anyway, yung masaya naman yung ikwekwento ko. masaya na nakakabadtrip. after school, pumunta kami ni Pau kanila G-an. then may sinisipa ako bato habang naglalakad kami. pagsipa ko, imbis na yung bato yung lumipad, yung sapatos ko yung lumipad sa ere hahah ;)) tawa na lang. then yun, computer kami nila G-an. jamming session with Pau tapos kulitan. tapos nagtext si Kat Elias. tignan ko daw yung friendter nung kaaway nila na si Aira Red kasi nilait daw yung bangs ko tapos minura daw ako. so kami naman si hanap. tapos tama si Kat. sobrang nag-init talaga yung dugo ko! selos lang siya kasi ako yung babes ni Mark Jeff. inggit ka lang oi! doding daga! hahah ;)) bananas in pajamas! hahah ;)) may hahah pero umiiyak parin ako. baliw. tapos yun. tapos na! kulit. hindi, mga 5:00 umuwi na kami ni Pau. tapos yun na nga. nangyari na ang dapat mangyari. pero elibs din ako kay Mae kasi sobrang tagal ko na talagang hindi umiiyak ng ganito. atleast lahat ng sama ng loob niya sakin, nalabas niya kesa naman kimkimin natin yun sa loob di ba? yun lang. Aira Red, humanda ka sakin pagnakita kita sa school! daga! hahah ;))

something..

2007-02-19T18:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday, my mom didn't allow me to go to Sarah's house for the practice because i will have a check up at Asian. then after the check up, we went to Festi. bought some things then went home. hindi na rin kami nagtagal kasi wala naman masyado bibilhin. then awhile ago, Pau felt something wrong about me. she's really sensitive with such things. she knows when i'm sad, happy or angry. she kept asking me why i wasn't hugging her or kung bakit nakatawa ako pero parang malungkot ako. labo. all i can say is, "nagbagong buhay na kasi ako eh" then yun. TLE, jamming session with Pau and Natz. tinuro samin ni Pau yung sa tinuro sa kanila ni kuya drummer nung cheering. then gets ko siya. tapos si Natz hindi niya talaga ma-gets. eh di jamming kami ni Pau. ginawa daw bang drums yung table? then umalis na si Pau tapos si Kat Elias ginawa din yun. gets niya agad. wawa tuloy si Natz. border! hahah ;)) then after school, went downtown with Dindin. bought an internet card then ate some doughnuts. went straight to Dindin's house, ate her mom's lumpiang sariwa. the ever best lumpiang sariwa i've ever tasted. kasi yung sauce, hindi siya ganun katamis not like the other sauces ng binibiling lumpiang sariwa nila mama na sobrang tamis! then Neopets, Deviantart, Friendster, Blogs, ano pa ba? ewan na. labo. then we watched AM played the PS2. then wala na. ginulo si Miley hahah ;)) meow! hahah ;)) then yun. wala na eh. annyeong ee kyeshipshio!

goodbye..

2007-02-17T09:59:00.000+08:00

it really hurts knowing that someone whom you consider as a friend doesn't treat you the same way. maybe she is forced to befriend you or she's backfighting you. you don't know the reason why. but if she doesn't want to be my friend, she should have told me before i treated her as one of my friends/tropa. i know, i'm a loser. but who do you think is more loser than us? me? or you? come to think of it. i never talk behind your back. you know how frank i am. but why did you have to do this to me? well, it hurts so much more than i've expected. even we're not that close now. this blog is the only thing in this world that i can express my feelings freely. to tell you, i consider this blog as one of my bestfriends. yes, i know. such a foolish thing to tell. for those who is reading this, maybe you laughed really hard when you read it. but it's true. God, Jesus and this blog are my ONLY bestfriends. i can talk to them freely. without any doubts. i can express myself to them. i can cry with them, laugh with them. i don't consider anyone as my bestfriends except for them. maybe others treat me like a bestfriend but for me, i don't. cause i know, someday they will decieve me. they will talk behind my back. they can do anything against me. if you think you really know me, well, you're wrong. cause the real me is a loner, a sensitive person and a loser. if you hate me, i wouldn't treat you the same way. cause i know how to be treated like that. i just wanted to thank you for the friendship, the moments and for laughing with me. i will not consider you as my friend anymore cause i know, that is what you want. take care. and you know who you are.

fun sa Festi..

2007-02-16T18:28:00.000+08:00

fun, fun, fun. nothing but fun! hahah ;)) supposedly, G-an and i will go to Sarah's house this morning but i woke up at past 8:00. thinking that G-an might have left, i said to myself that i will go alone. a few minutes later, G-an called. she waited for me so we decided that she will go here after we take a bath. then a visitor came. not our visitor but our maid's. yes, you read it right! sa maid nga namin. kainis noh?! then our maid left. may pinuntahan lang na something diyan sa tabi-tabi. then the only left in the house are me and that irritating visitor. then G-an came. dapat aalis na kami papunta kanila Sarah but we can't just leave the house with that visitor! so we waited for two hours. then our maid came. ayun! lunch na nung dumating siya! hindi pa ako nagbebreakfast! my tummy was really aching. then we decided not to go to Sarah's house anymore. papunta pa lang, laughtrip na kami ni G-an. kasi pagsakay niya ng jeep, natanggal yung isa niyang tsinelas! hahah ;)) so kinuha ko tapos umupo siya sa jeep ng isa lang yung suot tapos tsaka ko na binigay hahah ;)) tapos daan kaming South Station kasi sarado yung overpass kaya yung sa may South Station yung dinaanan namin. as in first time namin nakapasok dun! maganda siya. quiet hindi kagaya ng Festi. kaya lang sobrang liit. pagdating sa Festi, we went straight to McDo kasi talagang gutom na kami. we saw two third year there, Ralph and someone we don't know. we saw two Koreans buying floats. the other one's outfit was so cute! cute din yung nagsusuot. then after eating, we searched for someone. let's call him "heaven" gets? hahah ;)) we went to X-site, he's not there. we went to Pixie Forest but he's not there also. then i saw yung parang billboard na ilulusot mo yung mukha mo dun. basta yun! picture-taking kami ni G-an dun! mukha kaming baliw. then we went to Tom's World. walang katao-tao. then kung saan-saan pa kami pumunta. we even saw EJ at the Comic Alley. tapos tambay pa kami sa Clipper. newest addiction, Monokuro Boo! hahah ;)) bumili ako ng cellphone accesories na ganun then parang may cellphone keychain na pang friendship something. bumili din ako nun then i gave G-an the white one. lagay namin sa cell namin. then bumili din kami ng suklay. Monokuro Boo ulit. parehas pa kami hahah ;)) tapos punta ng Odyssey. bili ng cd ni ate Yeng. nakz! tapos we went to National Bookstore kasi naghahanap ako ng Korean dictionary. then yun, may nakita kami. meron pa nga dun yung Japanese, Chinese French, German and Arabic dictionary. basa kami ng basa dun tapos tatawa kami. lalo na yung sa Arabic dictionary. yung Chinese dictionary, P115 lang. balak ko sanang bilihan si Mae ng ganun sa birthday niya kasi gusto niya talaga matuto mag-Mandarin. then may nakita din kaming Visaya-Cebu dictionary. tapos sabi ni G, tanungin ko daw siya. ano yun, quiz?! hahah ;)) basta lakas trip. then nung naghahanap kami ng mga ek-ek dun, may nakita kaming Korean na boy. in fairness, ang dami niyang hawak na post cards. for what? eh sakto, nagbabasa ako nung Korean dictionary nun. sabi ko, "magsalita kaya ako ng Korean? titingin kaya 'to?" tapos meron pa yun eh. "nakakaintindi kaya 'to ng Tagalog?" then ang lakas ng boses ko eh nasa likod lang namin yun tapos siya pa yung topic namin. alam niyo ginawa ko? tinabihan ko! hahah ;)) ang saya nun! hahah ;)) then yun, alis na kami dun. bye Korean boy! hahah ;)) then punta kaming cashier kasi babayaran ko na yung dictionary. tapos biglang may sumingit na Japon sa harap ko. then sabi nung lady sa cashier, "please fall in line" parang hindi yata nakakaintindi yung bata ah. wala ba sa Japan nung salitang yun? hahah ;)) then naghand gestures na yung babae tapos yun, naintindihan din sa wakas hahah ;)) mga Japon talaga. then naisipan naming magbasa ng mga horror books dun so hanap naman kami ng True Philippine Ghost Stories. ayun, may nakita naman. then habang nagbabasa kami, nakita namin si kuya Luigi. kwentuhan muna. blah blah blah. then bibili daw siya ng Apple iPod. sosyal ka ha! tapos yun. alis na siya. then gala ulit kami ni G-an. nakasalubong ulit namin si EJ with her mom. tapos yun, nakita namin sila ate Carolyn, Tricko tapos yung ibang Rosewood. then yun, at 5:00, uwi na 'ko. si G-an kasi hihintayin pa yung mama niya dun eh kaya mag-isa lang akong umuwi. ang saya talaga! ang dami kong nagastos ngayon! hahah ;)) saya kabonding ni G-an. puro kami kalokohan. so yun lang muna. expect niyo na puro Korean na yung mga sasabihin ko dito. hope you'd understand! annyeong'hi kyeship-shio!

the day we cried..

2007-02-15T19:00:00.000+08:00

happy birthday
Jeparson Mangaoang

this day was so memorable! BM, as usual, Mr. Laurel is still mad at us. he just wrote on the board the solution in the second example of our notes, gave us exercise and assignment then walked out. shocks! self-study! most of my classmates failed to pass cause we really don't know what to do. buti na lang 8/10 ako dun kasi nainitindihan ko siya. yey! then English. we were supposed to have our seatwork but it became some kind of counseling. it started with Mr. Laurel as the topic then went to our parents. some of us, including me, cried. it was so touching! Mrs. Salva is really my favorite teacher! she's good at listening and giving advices. we are all comfortable when we are with her. then during AH, the topic again is about Mr. Laurel. then it became an open forum for us. Cypress don't have the unity because there are groups. like Daisy's, Jana's and us, 104. as we all know, Daisy's group and Jana's group are rival enemies since our Sabayang Pagbigkas. not really rival but it involves backfighting. its because of some misunderstanding during the Sabayan. then we cried and cried. even Kat Asinas! i don't even imagine her talking like that. this is what all happened. di ba nga may open forum? then Mrs. Evoy asked any volunteer just to release the tension inside the room. then yan, volunteer sila. then Kat Asinas stood up. shame! prinangka niya si Karen! as in sabi niya, "eto Karen ha, prangkahan na. pinaplastik kita pero minsan lang. ayoko na kasi makipagplastikan sayo eh." blah blah blah. then poof! Kat cried! then Karen also cried. she's really hurt. i understand both of them. anyway, i want to congratulate Luigi for the things you said awhile ago! galing mo! ikaw ba yan? "wala kasi tayong unity." galing mo Luigi! then yun. at last Larra talked to Bernice again after one year? but they're still not okay. anyway, according to Karen, someone said that Nathalie is maarte and, i can't believe it, flirt. what the?! she's not a flirt. maybe its because of her image as a playgirl when she was in first year. then after her turn, she cried in front of me. telling me that it hurts so much more than i thought. sino ba namang hindi masasaktan kapag sabihan kang flirt pero hindi totoo? she's not a flirt. she's my friend and i know her. even though she had many boyfriends, isa lang ang sineryoso niya dun. and she even said that maybe it's karma. because the one she took seriously, decieved her. anyway, i hope she can be okay. then kuya Cho's turn. can't believe it. Gail shouted at him. not that loud but it is considered as a shout. she's really mad. and i also commented on him. muntik na nga akong umiyak eh kasi i know that he's really hurt with what we said. i didn't know many of my classmates can also see his boastfulness especially when it comes to grades. ang daming tumayo at nagcomment sa kanya. then when it's his turn to speak, he can't blabber things properly because he was really hurt. he wanted to cry but i know, he thought that it will be a foolish thing to do. he even became teary-eyed. poor kuya Cho. anyway, we extended one hour just for the open forum. supposedly, our dissmissal is at 3:00 but we went out of the room at 4:00. then we stayed at the lobby. when i saw kuya Cho, i said sorry to him. i know he's really hurt, sa kanya kasi yung may pinakamadaming tumayo eh. and iisa lang yung sinasabi namin. he's so arrogant, boastful, mayabang. gets? but now, i think magbabago na siya kasi prangkahan na yun eh. then after a few minutes, Pau, Jea, Dindin, kuya Cho and i went to the room of Apitong? i dunno what section is that. then recited the piece in English in front of Mrs. Salva and four fourth years. then went to Dindin's then at 6:00, i went home. this day was really memorable. i learned many lessons like don't be a backfighter. be frank but in a good way. pero ako prangka talaga ako eh hahah ;)) another one, love your body because it is not yours. it's God's property so you shouldn't put dirt in it like so many piercings in your ear, tattoos and what so ever that will make our body look bad. *sigh* i am really a new person now. it moved me. so until next time. annyeong ee kyeshipshio.

labo..

2007-02-14T21:40:00.000+08:00

ang tagal ko ding hindi nakapagpost. well, last saturday night, kuya celebrated his birthday kahit hindi pa yun yung birthday niya. too crowded! ate Jeza taught me some Nihongo hahah ;)) bonding sessions! then sunday. it's my kuya's birthday!

happy birthday
kuya Wence

yan, even if your a real monster, i still greeted you here in my blog. thank me! hahah ;)) kuya and the rest left at 2:30. monday, totally forgoten. tuesday, i went to Dindin's house after school. stayed there until 6. nagseating arrangement na sa Math. gumalaw ako! as in! i was still sitting in my chair. no any movements at all hahah ;)) labo. anyway, i slept during AH awhile ago. Kat Asinas kasi eh! it's so boring when you have studied the topic before it will be discussed. i'm so sorry Kat! i didn't mean it! i was just sleepy that time. anyway, after school, went straight to Dindin's then gawa ng project sa Computer. then went to my house then continue. after finishing mine, we became problematic. super big problem. anyway, don't want to blabber things. i'm too lazy! tata!

happy valentine's
day

emptiness..

2007-02-10T10:18:00.000+08:00

yesterday wasn't that good. i was really in a bad mood. i dunno why. i just felt it. i laughed a lot and smiled a lot but ~~inside of me, there's something missing~~. don't ask me what 'cause i don't even know. it feels like i don't know myself. i'm not the hyper, funny and loquacious girl. this sucks. i want to blabber it all up here but i don't know where to start. well, it's better if i just shut my mouth. i still feel the emptiness. loser. anyway, i watched MMK last night. i didn't even care about ate Rica Peralejo and kuya Zanjoe Marudo. i just want to see how they look with those cute dresses and the very sightseeable South Korea! it's a paradise! hope i can get there someday. well, i want to stop posting right now. i want to play Neopets just to forget this emptiness inside. well, better shut my mouth and open a new tab in Mozilla and type www. neopets.com. crap. i hate this feeling. i'm really a loser at this moment. i don't care. anyong-ee-kyeshipshio!

Salamat by Yeng Constantino..

2007-02-08T17:59:00.000+08:00

hey! another song from ate Yeng's album entitled Salamat. this song is her carrier single. i really love this. i dedicate this to all my long time friends who really support me and even though we don't see each other often, i know you are always there for me no matter what. i love you my friends!

Salamat
(Yeng Constantino)

Kung ito man ang huling awiting aawitin
Nais kong malaman mong ika'y bahagi na ng buhay ko
At kung may huling sasabihin
Nais kong sambitin
Nilagyan mo ng kulay ang mundo

Kasama kitang lumuha
Dahil sa'yo ako'y may pag-asa

[chorus]
Ang awiting ito'y para sa'yo
At kung maubos ang tinig 'di magsisisi
Dahil iyong narinig mula sa labi ko
Salamat, Salamat

Sana'y iyong marinig tibok ng damdamin
Ikaw ay mahalaga sa akin
Ang awitin ko'y iyong dinggin
At kung marinig ang panalangin
Lagi kang naroroon humihiling ng pagkakataon

Masabi ko sa'yo ng harapan
Kung gaano kita kailangan

[chorus]
Ang awiting ito'y para sa'yo
At kung maubos ang tinig 'di magsisisi
Dahil iyong narinig mula sa labi ko
Salamat, Salamat

Ito na ang pagkakataon
Walang masayang na panahon
Mananatili ka sa puso ko kailanman
Para sa'yo ako'y lalaban
Ako'y lalaban

[chorus]
Ang awiting ito'y para sa'yo
At kung maubos ang tinig 'di magsisisi
Dahil iyong narinig mula sa labi ko
Salamat, Salamat

Cool Off by Yeng Constantino..

2007-02-08T17:53:00.000+08:00

this is a song from ate Yeng Constantino's album. this song is very touching. try to understand the lyrics and you'll feel the true meaning of this song and how sad the singer is.

Cool Off
(Yeng Constantino)

Wag ka munang magalit
Ako sana'y pakinggan
Hindi ko balak ang ika'y saktan
Hindi ikaw ang problema wala akong iba
Di tulad ng iyong hinala

Sarili ay di maintindihan
Hindi ko malaman
Ano ba ang dahilan ng pansamantalang
Paghingi ko ng kalayaan
Minamahal kita pero
Kailangan ko lang mag-isa

[chorus]
Huwag mong isipin na
Hindi ka na mahal
Sarili ko'y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa ating dalawa

Wag ka sanang lumuha
Sana'y intindihin
Ito ang dapat nating gawin
Upang magkakilala pa
Malaman kung tayo
Ay para sa isa't isa

Wag mong pigilin ang damdamin
Sa aking pagkawala
Makahanap ka bigla ng iba
Ngunit pakatatandaan
Na mahal parin kita
Pero kailangan ko lang mag-isa

[chorus]
Huwag mong isipin na
Hindi ka na mahal
Sarili ko'y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa ating dalawa

Sarili ay di maintindihan
Hindi ko malaman
Ano ba ang dahilan ng pansamantalang
Paghingi ko ng kalayaan
Minamahal kita pero
Kailangan ko lang mag-isa

[chorus]
Huwag mong isipin na
Hindi ka na mahal
Sarili ko'y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa ating

[chorus]
Huwag mong isipin na
Hindi ka na mahal
Sarili ko'y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa ating dalawa

we love you Joven!

2007-02-08T17:49:00.000+08:00

i just got home from school. i waited for 2 hours and 30 minutes in the AVR. anyway, Stefani aka "grade 5 flirt" apologized to me. well, forgiveness. kasi naman yung FAL eh! tinamaan ako dun sa mga sinabi ni Mr. Yepez nung reporting nila Tin. then what else? laughtrip talaga sa AVR. at first, there were fourth years. si Joven! hahah ;)) then si kuya Kenneth Macalinao na yung nagrecite. sigawan sila ng "go Pacquiao!" hahah ;)) cause he looks like Manny Pacquiao. then Joven! yey! 1, 2 3.. "we love you Joven!" hahah ;)) i can hear Blessie laughing really hard! hahah ;)) then the fourth years went home. nung si Joed na, laughtrip talaga kami pero wala na ako sa mood nun tumawa kasi i felt sleepy that time. then i took a nap on Pau's lap until Mrs. Salva let us go home. i dunno why. sa monday na lang daw kami magrerecite. then yun. i am really dizzy. better say goodbye. tata!

spooky talaga, Kat!

2007-02-07T19:35:00.000+08:00

this day was fun. we had a lot of laughtrips. nonstop talking. morning, Dindin and i went to the restroom upstairs. i went outside for the mirror. while i was fixing my hair, Mark Jeff and EJ went out. then Mark Jeff went to me. i punched him so i thought he will punch me too. alam niyo naman si Mark Jeff, may pagka-sadista hahah ;)) i was shocked because he hugged me. not tight. lose lang siya pero ewan. is it consider as a hug? then tumingin ako kay EJ. bigla akong tumawa hahah ;)) si EJ napatingin samin tapos gulat na gulat siya hahah ;)) tawa ako ng tawa nun! hahah ;)) then pagbalik sa room, chinichismis niya yun. tapos sabi pa kay Karen, naghalikan daw kami sa cr. ulol! hahah ;)) sus! si Mark Jeff pa. eh kahit naman yata sino, niyayakap niyan eh hahah ;)) tsaka may asawa na yun noh! si Jana na aking kapatid sa family tree namin sa room. pero actually, nauna kong maging babes si Mark Jeff noh kaya i have the right na ano... ewan. labo. november ko pa siya naging babes eh. proud?! hahah ;)) anyway, during BM, as i've told you yesterday, Mr. Laurel was absent. Mrs. Salva also. Mrs. Evoy was our substitute during BM but we did nothing. Kat Elias and i talked about our ghost stories. actually, si Kat lang yung nagkwekwento kasi wala pa naman akong experience sa mga ganun eh. Allan joined. Mark Jeff and EJ went near us so Allan got distructed and start playing with them. they're so noisy so Kat and i can't hear ourselves. then after a few minutes, Karen and G-an joined in our ghost thing. Karen shared her experience in Itaas Elementary School. Gail also listened. then our little talk was interupted by visitors from the other section, Gmelina. 6 boys namely including kuya JC, John Carlo, John Mark and kuya Angel *ehem G-an ehem* hahah ;)) i forgot the rest of them. nagBoom Tarat Tarat ulit sila 6 times! hahah ;)) ang cute! after that, Karen left. G-an also. so only me and Kat was talking. then Mr. Gutierrez came. we were like pre-schoolers because of what we've done in his subject. "the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog" hahah ;)) ilang one whole din yung naaksaya ko dun! hahah ;)) AH, check-up. G-an, Maine, Luigi and Kat Elias failed to pass. dapat magbu-Boom Tarat Tarat din sila sa ibang section eh ayaw nila so sa room na lang. then 5 times nilang uulitin yun. nung pang-apat na, biglang tumawa ng malakas si Cheekz hahah ;)) then tawa kaming lahat kasi yung tawa ni Cheekz hahah ;)) pati nga si Mrs. Evoy napaiyak sa sobrang tawa eh. lumabas pa kasi naiiyak talaga si ma'am kakatawa hahah ;)) kasi ganito yun, sabi daw ni Cheekz, "si G-an feel na feel" tapos sabi daw ni Mrs. Evoy, "hindi na siya bigatin, talagang mabigat na siya" eto namang si Cheekz biglang tawa. alam niyo naman kung gaano kababaw yung kaligayahan ni Cheekz eh. then yun na nga yun hahah ;)) tapos reporting ni Karen ng imperyong Mogul. ang dami nilang questions na nonesense para lang hindi kami magseatwork. then sabi ni ma'am bukas na lang daw. yey! hahah ;)) then after school, i bought P15 siomai, two Tomy, a waffle and Mountain Dew. actually, hindi naman siya ganun karami noh?! hahah ;)) then went to Dindin's, as usual. it's a part of my daily habit hahah ;)) then yun. pag-uwi, vain ako so picture taking. pero ang papangit so wala ako magagawa hahah ;)) ngayon, tumakas lang ako from making my assignment in TLE. better stop now bago mahalata hahah ;))

tutorial in friendster??

2007-02-06T18:28:00.000+08:00

happy birthday
sir Cyr Allan Laurel

another day had passed. well, PE was boring, Math was scary. it's because they (some of my classmates) used perfumes so the smell mixed. Mrs. Garcia's nose pa naman is so sensitive. she walked out of the room to get some fresh air cause she was really dizzy. she even lectured us for using perfumes na sobrang dami kung maglagay. almost buong katawan na hahah ;)) then Bio, quiz. lunch, kwentuhan 'bout Arashi then went back to the room, kulitan moments with G-an. BM, happy birthday Mr. Cyr Allan Laurel! hahah ;)) discussion of notes. English, continuation of the oration sa may AVR. standing obation kami nung si Joed na yung nagperform eh! even though hands gesture are not included in the scoring system, he still did so many hahah ;)) "Jewels of the Pauper. *kneel*" hahah ;)) kung nakita niyo lang talaga siya! sobrang laughtrip talaga! then Computer, played Zuma in Juna's computer hahah ;)) nice one! AH, seatwork and quiz. FAL, reporting of Tintin and Marvin. then went to ate Mila's and ate four sticks of kwek-kwek hahah ;)) went straight to G-an's house then talk about what "Mr. her" always do to Errol hahah ;)) kinikilabutan talaga ako! hahah ;)) then we opened the computer, searched the net and i taught G-an how to put CSS codes, write reviews and add Media. then uwi tapos yun na yun. we didn't have assignments today and our teachers, Mr. Laurel and Mrs. Salva, who have an advisory class in the fourth year will be absent tomorrow for the retreat. yey!

Lupang Hinirang..

2007-02-05T18:14:00.000+08:00

happy birthday
Charmain Serania

birthday ni Maine ngayon. i dunno kung lumabas sila nila Cheekz. anyway, when i went to school this morning, i was surprised to see the new look of Gail! she got bangs and naging one-sided siya in fairness. the new hairstyle of Sarah was cute! i want to poke it! hahah ;)) labo. G-an had her braces done. a really destructing one. mukha siyang bungi. alam niyo yung kapag bata pa tayo, yung mga bungi-bungi? ganun. it's because of the color she chose. it's dark blue. i think? then flag ceremony. our section will be the one who will lead the prayer, national anthem, Panatang Makabayan, SMS hymn and the pledge. Kat Asinas was chosen for the prayer, Karen for the national anthem, kuya Cho for the Panatang Makabayan, Daisy for the SMS hymn and... i forgot kung sino yung sa pledge eh! then laughtrip while Karen was singing. as in almost buong highschool tumatawa. know why? si Karen kasi. out of tune then her voice was really shaking. pumiyok pa siya. sobrang pinipigilan lang namin yung tawa namin. eh katabi ko si Mae nun then bigla siyang tumawa ng malakas so hindi ko na rin napigilan yung tawa ko. as in napaupo na ako dun sa floor hahah ;)) sobrang sakit ng tiyan ko nun! hahah ;)) then after nun, inasar na nila Luigi si Karen. siya pa kasi yung nagvolunteer nung nag-a-assign na si Mrs. Evoy eh. the big question is, bakit siya nagvolunteer kung alam niyang hindi niya kayang kantahin yung song? eh ang taas nun eh. kaya nga nung unang nag-assign si Mrs. Evoy, which is kasama kami ni G-an sa mga kakanta, hindi kami pumayag kasi nakakahiya and alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi ko kayang abutin yung tono nun, di ba? yun lang hahah ;)) after school, Pau and i went to Dindin's home sweet home. we played Miley, search the net, taught Pau how to play Neopets hahah ;)) yun, time went by so fast. oh! i recited awhile ago in English. i was not nervous. just a little bit conscious with my appearance. i am so stiff! no any movements. just stand there, look at Mrs. Salva directly and poof! gave my speech! without any expression in my face. stiffness! hahah ;)) i just opened my friendster account. "grade 5 flirt" sent me a message about our war. she's asking for our forgiveness. it says that she doesn't want to end this school year with enemies. it also says that she has a boyfriend now and she's really regretting flirting with Nico. sorry for mentioning names but i can't really help it. it really sucks. well, and so what if she has a boyfriend now?! as if i care? if she's really sincere for her reconciliation, she will talk to us straight. not just by sending a message in friendster. does she think we will forgive her just by that stupid message? she has to show us that she's really sorry for what she did. i don't want to talk more. baka kung ano pang masabi ko dito na hindi naman dapat sabihin eh.

goodbye kuya Jan..

2007-02-04T19:52:00.000+08:00

i wasn't able to post since thursday because we run out of cards. how i wish na sana naka-DSLkami. well, no choice. labo! anyway, omma (mommy) just stumbled in GMA just this moment. it's elimination day. i can't believe it! kuya Jan, took his final bow! oh, how sad! he's cute and kind pa naman. i wish i could still see him. i can still remember how the other section screamed their lungs out when he went to our school. how i wish there will be Pinoy Big Brother Teen Edition season 2. i want to join! hahah ;)) 2 million din yun! hahah ;)) anyway, yesterday we went to SM South Mall. i bought MYMP's new cd, New Horizon. it's so worth it! the songs are great! ano pa ba, nothing more to say. i'm too lazy to blabber things.

lazy..

2007-01-31T20:23:00.000+08:00

my day was just plain. we weren't able to recite the 2 stanzas in the elocution piece in English but tomorrow, we will have a quiz and recitation of 4 or 3 stanzas of the "Jewels of the Pauper" crap. after school, as usual, Dindin and i went to their house. after eating some baked mac, we went to our house with her Siamese cat, Miley. she helped me with my special project in TLE then G-an and Pau came. we ate indian mangoes, search the net, be problematic with my special project hahah ;)) well, that was fun! especially with Miley! hahah ;)) oh, my very boastful seatmate was absent. sabi nga ni Gail, "nagkaroon ng softball sa paa" hahah ;)) she means, nagkabukol sa paa ni "hambog"! hahah ;)) karma! bhelat! hahah ;)) mean girl. well, i'm still problematic with my special project. it's deadline is on friday, same with the floor plan in TLE also. crap! it's okay. actually i'm so lazy to post today so better stop typing now.

Starstruck..

2007-01-30T21:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday, there were three boys namely Sean, JC and Sage who went to our room. ~~nagBoom Tarat Tarat sila!~~ we sang, they danced! hahah ;)) so fun! hahah ;)) after classes, i hanged out with G-an. got home at 6:30. yun. what else? awhile ago, Math time, we had our quiz. i finished early then took a nap. tapos biglang may nagknock sa door ng room namin, asking for permission kasi may magsasalita lang daw sa harap. payag naman si Mrs. Garcia. i thought it's not something important so i bowed my head again pero biglang sinabi nung girl, "uhm, may magsasalita lang po sa harap. galing po siyang Starstruck" i was like, "huh?! what?! ano?! Starstruck daw?! ows?" hahah ;)) labo! hahah ;)) actually, being a loyal Kapamilya, once ko pa lang napanood yung Starstruck at malay ko ba dun sa mga taong yun noh! hahah ;)) then pumasok yung isang guy. Jan Manual daw. speech, speech. infairness, he's cute! shett, ang puti! hahah ;)) inggit ka naman "brother hershey"?! lakas mo manglait kanina ah! jealous ka lang kasi siya maputi, ikaw... wag na lang! ayoko na ipamukha. alam mo na naman yun eh hahah ;)) anyway, we weren't able to shout our hearts out kahit kinikilig kami! kasi you know, terror po yung Math teacher namin. then alis na si Jan Manual, lipat siya sa Lauan. grabe! rinig namin yung tilian nila! hahah ;)) tapos may picture-taking pa! what the heck?! bakit sila may ganun, kami wala?! ang labo naman oh! hahah ;)) then yun. saya! after school, went to Dindin's then we search the net. my parents kasi eh! 2 days na silang absent from work. dunno why. well, takas lang ako ngayon. kunyari nag-aral na, yun pala hindi pa hahah ;)) that's life! hahah ;)) so, that's all!

predictions..

2007-01-28T11:32:00.000+08:00

january 27

happy birthday
Larra Mae Moslares

january 28

happy birthday
Junabel Mocon

tagal ko ring hindi nagpost. well, i forgot what happened this week. all i remember is i didn't went to class last friday because of... hahah ;)) hoi, hindi dahil dun sa new seatmate ko ha?! i was really unlucky! such an asshole! hahah ;)) well, yesterday me and my parents went to Tagaytay. i dunno why. i love there! fresh air and the view! another thing, so many sightseeables! in short, maraming cute! daming Korean! hahah ;)) yun, sightsee, eat, sightsee, eat hahah ;)) paulit-ulit. labo hahah ;)) hindi masyadong enjoy kasi wala kong kasama. my parents said, "dapat kasi niyaya mo si G-an para may kabonding ka kahit papaano" hahah ;)) they're right hahah ;)) labo talaga! hahah ;)) anyway, nung paalis na kami, dun kami sa may Sta. Rosa dumaan. guess what, i saw some billboards there na nakalagay, "Verdana Homes. take Mampalasan exit" hahah ;)) Verdana?! eh dun lilipat si "him" eh! hahah ;)) and then when we got home, i switch the computer and went online. naka-chat ko si Julie and asked her about Verdana Homes. she said, "meron sa Alabang, meron din sa Sta. Rosa. malapit lang yun samin" and i was laughing really hard! hahah ;)) ang alam niya, ako yung lilipat dun hahah ;)) but when i told her that "him" was about to live there next school year, ang sinabi lang niya, "~~ano ba yan! pati ba naman sa Sta. Rosa sinusundan ako ng kamalasan?!~~" hahah ;)) lol! hahah ;)) really unlucky! i was really hoping na sa may Sta. Rosa yung lilipatan nila at hindi sa Alabang. i remembered kasi yung kinwento ko kay Gail and Mae last school year. "him" will transfer into another house, Julie and "him" will meet again, they will be in the same school (La Salle Canlubang) and they will be together again! hahah ;)) actually, when i said that to Mae and Gail, i was just fooling around. and that time, kami pa ni "him" kaya parang inaasar ko lang yung sarili ko nun. pero hindi ko alam na may possibilities pala na mangyari yun kaya sobra yung tawa ko nung nalaman kong may Verdana Homes sa Sta. Rosa hahah ;)) ang labo noh?! ewan na. i dunno kung bakit but almost 75% ng mga sinasabi ko bout sa lovelife ng mga friends ko, nagkakatotoo. labo talaga. sige, enumerate natin. according to G-an, when we were in grade 6, before she went to Saudi, she asked me kung may magbabago ba pag-uwi niya dito sa Philippines. ang sabi ko DAW, meron daw magbabago tungkol sa crush niya na si "Garfield." then pagbalik nga niya sa Philippines, si "Garfield", may crush na. oh di ba?! labo?! hahah ;)) second, Meanne and Luigi. one night, Meanne asked me Luigi's number because her sisiter, Mary Jane, has a crush on him. well, kahit crush ko si Luigi nung time na yun, binigay ko parin. the next day, i felt something. something na parang, "oops! magiging si Luigi and Meanne panigurado" basta ganun. labo parin noh?! hahah ;)) then the next day, naging sila nga! hahah ;)) third, Gail and Kenji. ganun din. nafeel ko lang na magiging sila then naging sila nga! hahah ;)) tapos si Gail and Nico din! same! hahah ;)) then last, si Errol. this school year lang 'to. naging classmate namin si Errol tapos sabi ko kay Kathrine, "sigurado liligawan ni Errol si Nina tsaka si Gail" hahah ;)) nangyari nga! niligawan niya silang dalawa! what the heck?! di ba totally wicked?! hahah ;)) basta bigla na lang yan lumalabas sa bibig ko. ewan ko kung bakit. pwede na ba akong next madam Auring?! hahah ;)) so yun. anyway, hindi ko pa pala nagri-greet ng belated happy birthday si Larra! i just don't love you no more! hahah ;)) ano, beer?! hahah ;)) miss you! ~~Sogo tayo mamaya?!~~ hahah ;)) just kidding! si Jubing pa pala. Bing, matanda ka na! hoi, libre ko na saan na?! manlibre ka! hahah ;)) well, that's all for now. i will try to update my blog more often. katamad kasi magpost eh. so that's all. to man-nap ssum nida!

hooked..

2007-01-24T17:37:00.000+08:00

wahah! my day was really incredible! we took the re-test in Math because of our grades in the examination. and miraculously, tumaas ako because i peferfected the re-test! perfection! hahah ;)) then Bio, 20 of my classmates went to the Bio lab. then us, mga tira-tira, copied notes. actually, we didn't copied hahah ;)) we were telling stories about what happened to Princess Hours and Sana Maulit Muli. we were like, "ang tang-tanga kasi ni Travis eh! inuunahan niya yung mga mangyayari! kung hindi niya yun inunahan, edi sana si Jasmin parin si Poknat!" hahah ;)) especially Luigi! hahah ;)) then lunch with G-an. nagdadate kami kaya kaming dalawa lang yung nandun sa isang malaking lamesa hahah ;)) then pop up check-up test sa AH! hahah ;)) with 30 minutes review! hahah ;)) then yun, dissmisal. kain, kain, kain, inom ng Mountain Dew, kain ng siomai, kain, waffle, Mountain Dew hahah ;)) then uwi. saya nga ngayong araw eh! wala kaming assignment! hahah ;)) yey! happy-happy! hahah ;)) well, i've just printed the lyrics of Princess Hours Original Soundtrack hahah ;)) kahit hindi ko siya naiintindihan, nababasa ko naman siya! mainggit kayo! hahah ;)) and my friendster media box is full of songs from Princess Hours. Perhaps Love, Dang Shin Eun and Give Me A Little Try hahah ;)) so nothing more to say. annyong-ee-kyeshipshio!

Princess Hours! kilig!

2007-01-23T17:07:00.000+08:00

yey! i didn't post last saturday, sunday and monday! hahah ;)) last weekends, i watched my own dvd of Princess Hours!!! happiness! hahah ;)) i cried at the end because... i don't want to spoil the fun! just keep on watching it at ABS-CBN! hahah ;)) it's really good! gosh, i can't imagine, ipagpapalit ko na ang Japanese! hahah ;)) now, i'm really interested in Korean! all about Korea! hahah ;)) se ha-min gu! hahah ;)) yesterday, Mae and Gail went to our house. bonding session again! after 8 months! sana tuloy-tuloy na ulit 'to para bumalik na yung MaeMaGel hahah ;)) i miss you guys! well, awhile ago, ano ba?! nag-ipit ako. yung ipit ni Shin Chae-gyeong/Janelle Shin ng Princess Hours. tapos may pencil pa na nakasuksok! hahah ;)) kulitan moments with Kevin and Tin. then picture taking kami ni Natz! vain! hahah ;)) tapos pag-uwi, vain parin ako kaya picture jan, picture dito hahah ;)) so yun lang muna. tinatamad akong magpost eh. annyong-ee-kyeshipshio (goodbye)! wait a minute! yung season 2 nga pala ng Princess Hours, hindi ko masyado feel. kasi hindi na sila Yoon Eun-hye, Joo Ji-hoon, Kim Jeong-hoon at iba pa from season 1 yung gaganap sa season 2. ipapalabas siya sa Arirang next week! mga kamukha lang nila yung sa season 2 pero mas cute parin yung sa season 1! pinaka-kamukha dun is Shin/Gian! pero mas cute parin yung Shin sa season 1! and si Yoon Eun-hye may new tv series. ewan ko kung ano. pati rin pala si Joo Ji-hoon hahah ;)) addicted na ako! hahah ;))

you're flirt!

2007-01-19T19:06:00.000+08:00

at last! the exam week is over! TGIF! hahah ;)) well, this day, we took English and Math. Math was easy, ~~English was totally hard~~! i dunno. oh well, after the exams, we went to room 303 to find "Mrs. her". she will be checking our folders and guess what! she didn't look mad at me. she even called me on my nickname! wow! is she sick?! all this time, i think she's mad at me. well, i'm really happy that time! but what about on monday? tuesday? i dunno. how i wish that i will be one of her tropa in the room. that's not too much to ask, right? well, change topic. Gail, Mae and i are exchanging testimonials in friendster hahah ;)) and there's this girl, a grade 5 student from our school, that has a crush on Gail's boyfriend, let's call him "second". i don't want to mention names. this little girl, in my opinion, is too aggressive. she even try to befriend Gail! what on earth was she thinking?! for me, Gail was really insulted. and that little girl even gave me a testimonial. a really wrong testimonial. it says, "gOoD lUcK pOh sA eXaMs,,sNa pOh mKpSakHa,,sNa pOh d kHa bAgsAk,,iNgAt pOh,,tAkE cArE lOvEyOu pOh,," hahah ;)) how she wish that she didn't gave that! she feels like she has a commitment with "second"! i really hate the way she acts. she's a flirt! all her testimonials to "second" has an "i love you"! i'm not really a mean girl but if you try to mess with my friends, expect that you will experience ~~HELL~~. that's what friends are for hahah ;)) and second, she even calls "second", daddy or pare. Gail as mommy. shame! only me, Kathrine, G-an, Jana, Juna and Lara has the right to call Gail mommy. how dare she?! another thing, ~~she's 100% FC! Kapag Feeling Close, KFC!~~ i forgot who invented that line! hahah ;)) well, we really don't know her plans. i'm not judging her but that's how she acts. flirt, stubborn, aggressive and flirt. oh, redandant. but she's really a flirt. that's all i can say. kahit si Gail pinaplastik siya eh. according to Gail, kahit masakit daw, kailangan niyang makipagkaibigan kasi ayaw niya maging snob. and Gail is such a friendly girl. oh, did i mention that "second" gives that little girl testimonials? "second" didn't give me one nor Mae. Gail? only one testimonial. but to that little girl, so many! how come?! maybe he also likes that flirting stuff! but not in Gail's face! duh! he's an asshole! and she's a bitch! hahah ;)) am i mean enough?! well, now you know how i fight for my friends. so don't you mess with one of them.

ouchness..

2007-01-16T15:34:00.000+08:00

January 11

belated happy birthday
Nina Wick

January 15

belated happy birthday
Arvin Carl Sumaya

wow! tagal kong hindi nagpost! actually, nakakatamad kasi eh. anyway, it's our exam week. awhile ago, BM, TLE and PE. being a cheerdancer last intamurals, i don't need to take the exam for PE hahah ;)) BM was great except for the identification hahah ;)) TLE, fine-fine. G-an went here yesterday para magpaturo sa BM. but instead of tutoring, we went chatting about... hahah ;)) that was fun! hahah ;)) oh, and something happened to RJ! hahah ;)) she's so early! grade 4?! me, grade 6!!! hahah ;)) how come?! hahah ;)) labo hahah ;)) may nangyari din pala kanina. heartbreaking talaga! i saw "he" not "~~him~~" with a girl in the waiting shed. it's his girlfriend. they were sweet. talking. they seem to enjoy each other's company. and guess what, the girl, she's my past bestfriend!! crap! 100% heartcrashing! but it's okay. crush is just a crush. i will not die if he has a girlfriend hahah ;)) anyway, i'll try to update next time but definitely not this week.

sightseeing..

2007-01-10T17:59:00.000+08:00

another great day had passed. well, Joed the concert part 2 during our AH was really ridiculous! hahah ;)) after class, Kat, G-an, Gigi and i went downtown hahah ;)) bought an internet card, eat doughnuts, visit Gigi's cousin, ate Grace, at the hospital because she just give birth to a baby girl. her baby was so cute! she has a brown eyes! we also saw Mrs. Morana there. new labor also with a baby girl. ate Grace's baby was really cute! also her name, Zarina. wow! i wish that was my name hahah ;)) after visiting them, we ate street foods hahah ;)) kwek-kwek! hahah ;)) then ate an ice cream. went to 18-18 kasi Kat misses "him" hahah ;)) eh yun ang alam naming tambayan nun kaya nagtry kami. sinilip namin sila dun sa first room, wala. dun sa second, nandun. ako yung nangunguna tapos nakatayo lang ako dun sa tapat sumisilip tapos sila Kat and Gigi pala nagtakbuhan na kasi natakot silang makita ni "him" tapos ako mukhang tanga dun nakatayo! shame! buti walang tumingin kundi pahiya na naman ako! puro Montessorian pa naman yun! hahah ;)) tapos may dalawang batang nambabato ng balat ng orange sa mga tao tapos sinungitan ko, alam niyo naman ako. hindi, kasi muntik na rin akong tamaan eh. yung iba pa nilang binabato is yung mismong laman na galing pa sa bunganga nila! eewhness! kaya sabi ko sa kanila, "#@*& *%! bastos kayo ah!" *irap* hahah ;)) tapos tumigil sila then umalis na hahah ;)) ganyan ako kataray pagbinabastos mo ako. bastusan kasi eh! hahah ;)) then yun, pumunta kaming Seven-Eleven then i bought a Nescafe iced coffee tapos sila G-an and Kat, slurpee hahah ;)) then hatid si Kat pauwi, saw Maan then she went with us para ihatid si Gigi then sakay ng jeep, saw Ms. Hermoso, my adviser when i was in the fifth grade. nilibre kami ni Maan ng pamasahe. nakz! bait! arigatou! hahah ;)) then yun, uwi na 'ko. i arrived here at 5:15. that's all. oh, keep on watching Goong aka Princess Hours at ABS-CBN. nakakaadik yung "Perhaps Love" kaya lang yung lyrics nabubulol ako. Korean kasi eh. pero yung tagalog version niya is "Pag-ibig Na Ito" mas maganda parin yung Perhaps Love kesa sa Pag-ibig Na Ito! wooh! Goong rocks!

Sabrina, concerts, assignments..

2007-01-08T18:49:00.000+08:00

my day was great! even though i failed my quiz in BM. it's just because i don't know what to do! i'm absent when Mr. Laurel discussed it to the class. anyway, before Bio, Hazel let me listen to her mp4. "Fixing A Broken Heart". revival of San San, i mean Sabrina, Hazel's kinakapatid. wow! hahah ;)) she's good! she is only 16 but she sounds 21. bossa nova is her style. Fixing A Broken Heart was just so great! sinasabayan din ni Hazel yung music. i think bagay din si Hazel sa kantang yun. you know what, si Sabrina daw alto lang like Hazel. impossible! parang hindi. basta ewan! well, maraming nagreact sa new hairstyle ko hahah ;)) yung iba sabi mukha daw akong F4 hahah ;)) Blessie, may karamay ka na! hahah ;)) yung iba sabi bagay daw sa'kin. well hahah ;)) before English, nagconcert muna si Joed hahah ;)) the songs were HORRIFYING! hahah ;)) Yellow Submarine, Hey Jude and Hold On! hahah ;)) we were all laughing in the room! and guess what! even Mrs. Evoy watched it! its a free admission concert alay sa mga magigiting at loyal fans ni Joed hahah ;)) i'm not being mean but he's really the laughing stock in our room. he always make us laugh on the floor. but sometimes, he just make our nerves crack hahah ;)) oh, after class, Blessie, Bernice and i went to Sarah's house. of course para maglakwatsa hahah ;)) stop over muna sa Jollibee then diretso kanila Sarah. we did our assignments there. a little debate about the number 47 in our assignment in Math hahah ;)) and album-viewing hahah ;)) ang masasabi ko lang, ang cute ni Joven nung bata! he's so chubby! hahah ;)) anyway, i got home at 5:50 and went straight to the computer. that's what happened to me.

Mall Of Asia..

2007-01-07T17:37:00.000+08:00

i went to class last friday. so many changes. Hazel and Karen got their hair straightened. parang tahimik na si Mark Jeff. so many more. well, the adjustments were easy. well, the day went fast. i slept at 12:00 midnight and woke up at 12:00 noon hahah ;)) we went to Mall of Asia to watch the Pyro Olympic thing. but before it had started, we went shopping! hahah ;)) they bought me a new watch that cost P7,950 with a 15% discount hahah ;)) so expensive! hahah ;)) the first contender started at 8:00 something. then we ate dinner at Tempura: Japanese Grill. yes! hahah ;)) it was so much fun! with all that chopstick thing! hahah ;)) i ordered baby back ribs then my mom ordered tempura. i enjoyed using chopsticks! can you believe it, im good at it! hahah ;)) well, i bought the fourth version of Pinoy Dream Academy cd just because of the song "If We Fall In Love" hahah ;)) well, within 15 minutes, i memorized it! hahah ;)) i got my hair cut off. hindi siya trim. as in new hairstyle! yung dating length ng buhok ko is 9-12 inches below my shoulders. now, it is only 5? or 6? something like that. anyway, the second contender in the Pyro Olympic started at 10:00. the fireworks are good! so good and beautiful! it finished at 10:30. so many people watched it that's why it caused traffic. we got home at 12:15 midnight. whoa! hahah ;)) then i woke up at 12:00. my dream was surprising! "he" just went in and made a joke to me. nande?! (why?!) i'm not even thinking about him. i dunno. but it's okay. well, i'm bored. multiply isn't working right now. maybe i'll try it again after this post.

Kimi Wa Petto

2007-01-04T10:46:00.000+08:00

hahah ;)) i wasn't able to attend the class this day. yes! hahah ;)) my mom, asked me awhile ago if i should go to class, i said, "i don't know" then she allow me to stay at home hahah ;)) yey! hahah ;)) oh, yesterday, i remembered the vcd that i borrowed from Sarah last year before intramurals. and hindi ko pa yun napapanood eh sobrang tagal na sakin nun hahah ;)) so i decided to watch it. it's Kimi Wa Petto (You Are My Pet) hahah ;)) so cute! Jun Matsumoto was kawaii! i've never seen him like that! so bubbly and so noisy! hahah ;)) well, i got addicted to it hahah ;)) malapit ko ng matapos yung episode 7 kagabi kaya lang time to sleep na eh. because of Kimi Wa Petto, i learned two new Japanese sentences. first is Kimi Wa Petto, you already know what that means and second is baka petto which means stupid pet hahah ;)) yey! hahah ;)) oh well, i'll continue watching it later. so yun, share ko lang. oh! watch Goong (Princess Hours) later! ganda ng mangyayari! kilig to the max! hahah ;))

i don't know..

2007-01-03T12:12:00.000+08:00

well, new year had pass. tomorrow we'll be school day for us montessorians. oh crap! i really hate studying. well, no choice for me hahah ;)) we left our province last monday. hmm, i played the PlayStation yesterday. i don't know what to say. oh! good thing for me, i achieved 460+ friends on friendster! yey! hahah ;)) thanks for the add! well, maybe i'll post na lang tomorrow.

happy new year!

2006-12-31T13:49:00.000+08:00

happy new year!

my mother arrived here last night to pick me up. we will leave tomorrow. aww, how sad. anyway, may pasalubong siya samin! yey! chocolates! wow! hahah ;) well, what else? awhile ago, TJ, RJ, kuya and i are creating a movie. kunyari may earthquake or kunyari bumaliktad tayo hahah ;) mukha kaming tanga. then meron pa nga yung slow motion tsaka yung fast hahah ;) basta lakas trip! then that's all. anyway, few hours left until new year! let's leave our anger and hatred in 2006. let's start 2007 with smiles in our faces and hopes that someday our dreams will come true. goodluck also in our studies! happy new year everyone!

disgusting..

2006-12-29T01:01:00.000+08:00

RJ and i are still awake. we are playing Neopets! what a fun! my childish ego, are you there?! hahah ;) well, i forgot to tell you that we watch House Of Wax awhile ago. it was freakishly horrifying! so disgusting. and Paris Hilton was there. gosh, she's so freaking sexy! but there's a scene that she will be murdered. not only murder but it's so horrible! i can't imagine that PH would do something like that. hindi bagay noh! she was the goddess of beauty hahah ;) well, the other scenes are, hmm, wicked! well, i can't say anything. try to watch House Of Wax. so yummy! also try Saw l, Saw ll, Hostel, Final Destination l, Final Destination ll and Final Destination lll. you will enjoy hahah ;) crazy me! sorry. been possessed by my evil ego.

MONSTER!!!

2006-12-28T22:52:00.001+08:00

crap! my kuya is a MONSTER! i hate it when we are fighting! grr! he just keeps on punching me or hitting me with whatever he grabs! even a television! whatever! oh how i wish i am an only child. or i have an ate, not a ~~KUYA~~, that will love me and has a care for me. someone that i can talk about girl stuff and how much i hate ~~BOYS~~! boys, boys, boys. so unpredictable and so irritating. i really hate them. as for my everlasting MONSTER brother, because of you i have two bulk in the head! get lost!

ultimate orgy?

2006-12-28T15:01:00.000+08:00

something happened awhile ago. my two aunts had a fight about the bill of the internet. i dunno. they're just so annoying. all of that shouting and take note, they speak Ilocano that's why i don't understand a word they're saying. well, for now, tita Leah went to Urdaneta and she will be back tomorrow so i will accompany RJ in her room. and we are free to use the computer 24 hours! hahah ;) oh, my evil ego is now starting to take place in me hahah ;) well, RJ and TJ want me to watch the Ultimate Orgy in Newgrounds.com and i think it's kinda bit freaky. yuck! you know it. sensored?! hahah ;) well, hahah ;) that's for now.

center of attention..

2006-12-27T13:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday, we went to CSI to watch Kasal, Kasali, Kasalo. i was accompanied by TJ, RJ, kuya Wence, Cen-cen, tita Leah, tita Guding, tita Amie, tito Chris (tita Guding's boyfriend) and my lola. the trip wasn't good. i vomitted when we went down on the bus. so wasted! i was the CENTER OF ATTENTION. shocks! i hate it! well, nangyari na yun. i can't do anything to change it. anyway, Cen-cen was hard to take care. he is so heavy and so naughty. TJ and kuya went to the World of Fun while the others went on shopping. me and RJ went to Odyssey. i bought the new album of Nina and RJ bought the vcd of highschool musical and then we went on shopping. then at 3:30, we watch Kasal, Kasali, Kasalo. there are so many people in the cinema. after the movie, nagshopping ulit kami ni RJ hahah ;)) well, that's life. so we ate at Goldilocks and then went home. from P1,800 my money became P700 hahah ;)) that's the magic of shopping hahah ;))

greetings..

2006-12-25T18:01:00.000+08:00

merry christmas!!!

Jesus is born again! let's celebrate it! i wish you all a merry CHRISTmas! and remember, the joy of christmas is not in the presents. it's in the heart. if you accept Jesus in your heart. merry christmas again!

suspect and victim..

2006-12-24T12:37:00.000+08:00

my brother asked me if i know Helga from Super Inggo. he told me a story about her. before she became an actress, kuya knows her na but they're not close. he said na nakikita lang niya yun sa Lyceum, which is so near to us, na pakalat-kalat dati and she's even his friend on friendster. so to find out if it's true, we checked my kuya's friends and we saw nga Helga but her name there is Kei, maybe her real name. well, i just invited her to be my friend. she's so cool and beautiful! i wonder where she lives. sana malapit samin! anyway, i said yesterday that i would update my multiply but i didn't find much time. i got home at 7:30 kaya tinamad ako. oh! there something happened last night! my cellphone was missing! we didn't know if it's snatched or i misplace it somewhere. everyone in the house was panicking. being a forgetful girl, they asked me to tell them step by step what happened before we went to the computer shop. i was like "aah? ang alam ko nilagay ko yan dun eh. teka lang. aah? ewan ko na." hahah ;) then after a 30 minutes searching, i finally gave up. i cried because they are laughing at me. then tita Amie called me. oh crap! my beloved cellphone was in my bag! now i remember, i placed it there when i get some money from my wallet. then i really laugh hard! i was like a crazy patient from the mental institution! same thing happened to TJ hahah ;) karma striked back! hahah ;) well, i've learned my lesson now. happy me!

espionage..

2006-12-23T16:15:00.000+08:00

right now, i am here in the computer shop in front of our house with TJ. our plans was busted! dapat si RJ kasama din namin dito ngayon kaya lang nahuli siya ni tita Leah hahah ;) we were like a prisoner! we can't use the computer! totally irritating! but at last, we're free! except for RJ hahah ;) anyway, we were about to play Counter Strike but it won't work so instead, i played Gunbound while TJ played something. so that's all for now. maybe i'll update my multiply for the pictures we took yesterday.

embarrased..

2006-12-22T20:30:00.000+08:00

belated happy birthday
Tricia Gonzalez

yesterday, my kuya, my lola and i went to our province, Pangasinan. we left our house at 2:30 and arrived here at 11:00. i was really annoyed because i wasn't able to watch my newest addiction, Princess Hours because of the head-aching traffic. well, i slept at 12:00 and woke up at 5:30. anyway, before i continue my story, i just want to greet my cousin.

happy birthday
Tristan Jason De Leon

well, at 7:00, we set off for a swimming party. i just sleep the whole trip. after arriving at the beach resort, i ate, ate, ate, ate and ate hahah ;) the clock strikes 2:00 and that's the only time i thought of washing my self in the dirty beach. it's full of seaweeds but it's really enjoying! i was accompanied by TJ and one of her classmate, Rachelle (not sure with the spelling) while RJ was in the clean and cool swimming pool. crap! well, this day was really my most embarrassing day! i was looking for TJ in the bathroom. i went to the right bathroom because he said he will wait for me there. i look in the men's but there is nobody. but then, i hear a sound of a shower at the girl's and there i saw a hanging red shirt with a short. i was like "TJ, sabi ni tita Amie wag ka daw munang magshower kasi maliligo pa daw tayo mamaya." and then that UNKNOWN person said "hindi ako si TJ." i don't believe that unknown so i was like "weh?! hindi nga?!" being a makulit girl, i was jumping to see that unknown kasi nga i thought she was TJ. i took a shower then after drying myself up, i, again, make kulit to her. she finally said "hindi nga ako si TJ" so i went straight to our tent and ask tita Amie if TJ is in the bathroom. she said yes. kaya lang, he's in the left bathroom! i found out that the one which i call unknown happens to be Rachelle! OMG! i really hope she doesn't recognize my voice! so that's all.

new blog, new home!

2006-12-20T17:27:00.000+08:00

hey! I've created my new blog! to all my friends out there, don't get tired of reading my senseless fairytales and illusions hahah ;) still keep on rocking guys! anyway, it's our christmas party awhile ago! i went to school before 8:00. we started our party at 9:30??? i dunno. Juna's outfit was cute! she's like a fairy with all that shiny beads in her blouse. Sarah wore a formal top but it's cool! Blessie's outfit was also cute! my dress showed who i am hahah ;) rock chic! Bernice called me "Yeng" because of that look. but why? it's also my style. but i'm flattered 'cause she's my idol! hahah ;) well, going back to the party, Sarah, Bernice, Jesa, Gail, Blessie and Kichi gave me presents. Juna, Larra and Dindin's presents will be delayed hahah ;) i don't have money to buy their gifts this christmas so i think i will give it to them next year. only to those who gave me gifts! hahah ;) oh! i almost forgot! the christmas cringle! hahah ;) my baby is "Crayon Shin Shan" who happened to be my enemy, Felipe! i was really shouting when i saw the names! grr! well, what can i do? it's finished. my gift to him was a perfume with gel. thanks to my sponsor, Bench! hahah ;) my mommy is Tintin. she gave me a white teddy bear. i named it "papa Reynan" hahah ;) pang-asar! the party ended at 12:00 and i immediately went home because me and my granda will go to Festi. that's all for now. that Festi thing is so boring!